Whoa is me (no complaints, just the facts – parenthetically speaking)

Unbeknownst to you, who read posts, on MAXyourMIND and CURIOUStotheMAX, you occupy an important place in my ever shrinking life. 

I’ll explain:

If you are a recent blog follower you may not know I struggle with a chronic condition – fibromyalgia/chronic fatigue.  I look fine (except for the weight I’ve gained self-medicating on food) and when out and about I am reasonably coherent and polite  Few people would know:

  • I avoid interacting with others and lead a relatively solitary life because normal stimuli is a stressor and triggers even more bone-deep exhaustion, whole body pain and brain fog.
  • My feet burn from walking
  • My gums hurt from chewing
  • I retired largely because I would be out-of-commission for days after seeing clients
  • I regularly have appointments with 4 different medical specialists plus 5 irregularly (the appointments are irregular, not the specialists)
  • When depressed I cry at dog food & laundry commercials.

I was diagnosed in 1986 when the “condition” was considered by doctors to be psycho-somatic – not real, just something I “thought” was wrong with me and psychiatric treatment was needed.   

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As I’ve gotten older (and of course, wiser) my system responds more and more negatively to all kinds of stimuli.  Just reading, watching, listening to strife, mayhem, pillage or plunder (whether fact or fiction) as even pleasurable activities, like being with friends, can trigger days of physical and mental exhaustion.  I could go on and on about all my “symptom-stuff” but it depresses me to write about it (a symptom not talked about because it requires psychiatric intervention, just like all the doctors believed). I’m not complaining (I save that for my husband and close friends – aren’t they the lucky ones, irony intended).

Why then am I yet again writing a post about fibromyalgia/chronic fatigue?  After reading Ron Davis’ story I decided it was a small thing I could do to help raise awareness for National Fibromyalgia ME/chronic fatigue day.   

Click here:

Ron Davis pioneered technology that fueled the Human Genome Project. Now his greatest challenge is curing his own son.

Ron Davis’ son Whitney is on the extreme end of the spectrum whereas I mirror just a teeny bit of his journey on the mild end of the spectrum.  

Whitney was functioning as a photographer for a good portion of his young adulthood until his ability to withstand any outside stimuli increased and his functioning declined.  He is now bed ridden, fed through a feeding tube and all sensory input – sight, sound, touch – triggers an overwhelming, debilitating cascade of symptoms.

These types of “conditions” are beginning to be researched (now that pharmaceuticals have realized there are millions of people afflicted world-wide and million of dollars to be made).  Fibromyalgia is one of the most common chronic pain conditions. The disorder affects an estimated 10 million people in the U.S. and 3-6% of the world population. 

I thank you for being a part of my life (a much bigger part than you ever knew), helping me keep my brain working, my sense of humor in tact (if not in bounds) and give me a reason to contribute in some small way.

I say a Baha’i prayer every day and thank God for what he hasn’t given me.  I’ve been blessed and unbeknownst to you, you are all a part of my blessing.

judy

Hysterical Middle Aged Woman’s Syndrome

Difference in reactions to Pacemaker & Fibromyalgia

If you want to know more about these invisible illnesses you can read.

http://www.fmaware.org/

https://medlineplus.gov/chronicfatiguesyndrome.html

Links to WorldWide ME/chronic fatigue Organizations”

 

8 thoughts on “Whoa is me (no complaints, just the facts – parenthetically speaking)

  1. Just want you to know how much you mean to me, whether or not I’ve seen you recently. I think of you often, of the positive presence and inspiration you are in my life, and I wish you well and hope for your health to improve. I Love you, Judy – get well.

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  2. I hate you have this. With the upcoming arrival of a test for fibromyalgia, I’m hoping it will really open up the possibilities for better treatments.
    I had no idea fibromyalgia symptoms could get so severe! I never knew there was such a broad spectrum from mild to severe.

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    • Wendy,
      . . . and I hate you have all the conditions you do . . . in everything there is a broad spectrum and I’ve been blessed to be on the mild side even though at times it doesn’t feel “mild”!
      I took one of the blood tests that targets cytokine levels as a marker and my cytokines are very high which indicates auto-immune inflammatory processes on over-drive. I could have told them that before they drew blood . . .
      Some of your symptoms are on the “fibro spectrum” but we will never know which comes first – the proverbial chicken or her egg.

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  3. I’m so sorry that you’re still suffering. Your posts have so much humour that I forget that have chronic fibromyalgia. For your sake and the millions of sufferers I hope they find a cure soon.

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